Yes,such unnerving thought raised in my mind when I came across my old snaps.My alter ego whispered in my ears last night 'I miss the old mohin'.That thought then lead me into the journey of flashback,where everything seems natural and real.Even the thought of the most impossible thing stood a chance.
It all started with my school days.How Jeff,Zain and me(The 3 menace creator)used to be in our anorexic years.We were quite popular,each in our respective ways.Zain was an athlete,Jeff was the good looking fella and I was the entertainer.Teacher never used to let us sit together as we were famous for our not so delightful escapades.
College days,the golden days to be more precise in anyone's life changed a bit of me.Obviously,a new environment,a new feeling,a new life,changes are bound to take place.It thought me how to get along with people whom you barely know,how to be with each other in troubled times,how to bunk lectures,how to plan trips,how to get the feeling of crushes,heartbreaks and sometimes studies.:p
Zap into reality.Days come when one has to decide,whether to peruse further studies or opt for a job.Job was always in my mind.Gave an interview and got selected.'Responsibly' the word,which my mom keeps on yanking,finally started to make sense.Work assigned to me and the pressure of delivering it was the thing I was exited and the same time tensed.
During lunch hour,dreamland of college days takes over,cherishing all the beautiful years which I terribly miss.
Trend-be a post graduate.This is the thing which was not in my mind and I started to follow like a flock of sheep into the trend.Initially all exited,but soon realised its not what i wanted.Years went by and I completed my post graduation.My alter ego woke up and asked me 'what have you done?'.All this time I just wanted to prove something which was not necessary,wanted to fit in the fad,wanted to be respected.
I transformed into someone else.Someone who would see as a capable person because he has done his masters,someone who is big,someone who is sound and someone who can earn big bucks.
But most importantly I was not 'me'.I realised I had all that,its just how you look at it.Nevertheless something done can never go squander and its not late to be the 'old me' again.
WORK IN PROGRESS
It all started with my school days.How Jeff,Zain and me(The 3 menace creator)used to be in our anorexic years.We were quite popular,each in our respective ways.Zain was an athlete,Jeff was the good looking fella and I was the entertainer.Teacher never used to let us sit together as we were famous for our not so delightful escapades.
College days,the golden days to be more precise in anyone's life changed a bit of me.Obviously,a new environment,a new feeling,a new life,changes are bound to take place.It thought me how to get along with people whom you barely know,how to be with each other in troubled times,how to bunk lectures,how to plan trips,how to get the feeling of crushes,heartbreaks and sometimes studies.:p
Zap into reality.Days come when one has to decide,whether to peruse further studies or opt for a job.Job was always in my mind.Gave an interview and got selected.'Responsibly' the word,which my mom keeps on yanking,finally started to make sense.Work assigned to me and the pressure of delivering it was the thing I was exited and the same time tensed.
During lunch hour,dreamland of college days takes over,cherishing all the beautiful years which I terribly miss.
Trend-be a post graduate.This is the thing which was not in my mind and I started to follow like a flock of sheep into the trend.Initially all exited,but soon realised its not what i wanted.Years went by and I completed my post graduation.My alter ego woke up and asked me 'what have you done?'.All this time I just wanted to prove something which was not necessary,wanted to fit in the fad,wanted to be respected.
I transformed into someone else.Someone who would see as a capable person because he has done his masters,someone who is big,someone who is sound and someone who can earn big bucks.
But most importantly I was not 'me'.I realised I had all that,its just how you look at it.Nevertheless something done can never go squander and its not late to be the 'old me' again.
WORK IN PROGRESS
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